Just (b)logging my thoughts, a luxury after being under the Army Act for 20 years. Views and opinions are personal. No claims to being a literary genius!
Sunday, 12 July 2020
Would you prefer to sleep...and leave a few buddies behind, or do you want to undergo sleepless nights ...but go back together?
Saturday, 4 July 2020
Siachen Story Part 4 - The army moves you by air only to induct in a hurry!
I stayed overnight at Thoise airfield, thanks to my course mate from the airforce. It was good to be among friends and recount the ground level stories from Amar post with the flyboys, who would only land there for a couple of minutes. I also opened up the annual confidential report that I had received in mail - the air force officers were very curious about it and wanted to take a look. The armed forces confidential reports are on a scale of 1 to 9, and they were impressed with the number of 9s and 8s in my report for various parameters, till I told them that this was a typical report for a Captain with two years' service. Apparently, in the air force, officers with similar profiles would get 7s and 6s!
One day (I think Ramzan ended that day, 16 February 1997), we were on top of our bunker repairing it, when the first shells of our tenure started landing. This was around 4 pm and we quickly got into the bunker in combat mode - binoculars, compass, target list, field telephone and radio. The radio was a backup, all communication was via telephone. I started the procedure to engage the enemy post across the valley in front of us. We started engaging the enemy positions - orders were that I could fire ten shells if I saw enemy movement or was fired upon. While I was passing corrections on line, a shell exploded outside and the splinters entered our bunker through the door(the one that could not be repaired due to shortage of sandbags). One hit me in the head and ricocheted off the steel plates in the ceiling. I fell down and the line went dead.
I was nearing the end of my tenure there when I got a call from the base, saying I was being relieved in a couple of days as I had to go to Dehradun for my Pilots Aptitude test. I had applied for this before coming to Siachen and had forgotten about it. This was to become an army aviation pilot. My reliever landed up in the next two days and after a short handing over program, I started my journey back. Since I had three days to reach Dehradun, I and my party had to complete the three day trek back to base in two days, and then I had to take an air force transport plane to Chandigarh, and a bus to Dehradun to appear in the test.
Wednesday, 23 December 2015
Siachen Story Part 3 - Life at 20,500 Feet
We stayed holed up in that bunker till about 6:30 pm, when it become dark and the shelling stopped. My first exposure to being under fire was for almost ten hours. I met the officer and his men who were in the OP bunker - all grinning from ear to ear on seeing their 'reliever', and were they relieved! Next few hours were spent trying to understand the layout of the post, all of 20 x 20 metres on a saddle formed between two peaks. I also had to understand the lay of the ground, enemy positions, gun locations and understand the map well. All at night.
The next morning, I got into the daily routine of getting up at at least 0530 hours to crap. Reasons: you had to drop it in the open, so dark was prefered (no drainage or plumbing is possible in -50C, on top of which regular shelling destroys everything that's not inside a bunker), and you had to do it before the enemy started shelling after first light. The first day was very embarrassing - you had to sit in the open flanked by soldiers amidst small piles of shit that had frozen and could not be removed or buried. Thankfully, I didn't have to expose my 'officer-like' ass to the men - only because our clothes had a strategically located zipper system that allowed us to unzip, drop our load, wash and zip up before you could say 'Jack Robinson"! On heading back to my bunker, I saw the Nursing Assistant holding an intact mortar bomb and gleefully shouting "this will make a good souvenir". We had a tough time convincing him to throw it and hoped it wouldn't blow up in the process. Unexploded ordnance is very dangerous and can blow up even if its just touched!
My team landed up over the next two days, amidst long shelling sessions. We got down to improving the OP bunker, essentially rebuilding it at night. During the process of digging up snow to fill the sand bags, we discovered a sack full of AK47 ammunition, which we used over the next few days for target practice on the condensed milk tins lying around the bunkers. Food was essentially some noodles in the morning, canned juice, nuts, tea and chocolates throughout the day and we would make some regular 'dinner' at night. There was chicken and tinned fish lying around in sacks that no one seemed interested in eating. This was attributable purely to superstition that 'OP Baba' would get angry if someone on a post ate meat (this was extended to even chocolate, on some posts!). A few days on, decided that I would not go along with this and asked my men to prepare chicken for lunch for me. Initially, they refused to eat it themselves, but after a few days, the need for protein overcame their superstition; chicken and fish became a daily affair in our bunker. The infantry soldiers were a bit more conservative and they refused to eat it, as did the captain who was the post commander. They did tell me that I was testing the OP Baba's patience and some great misfortune would befall me, but here I am, twenty years later. So much for OP Baba! I think this was a very convenient belief for those who were in the racket of siphoning off the expensive rations to be sold in the black market in Chandigarh. Only issue with fish was that most of the time it gave us the loosies and our only worry was using the (non existent) toilet during shelling. And chicken needed 25 'whistles' and two hours in the pressure cooker!
Incessant shelling was a regular feature on most days. Bombs falling around you every day makes you immune to the shock and noise after some time. We actually learnt to sleep through shelling in the afternoon, for want of anything better to do. Sometimes, the stoves would go off because of the shock from an explosion and one of us had to get up and relight them. During our time at 'Amar', almost 60 days, no one got hurt. The most dangerous time was dusk, when shelling would stop (probably because of the enemy's 'Namaz' timings) and everyone would be eager to get out of the bunkers. The Pakistanis would fire a few parting shorts after a gap to catch the people outside, but fortunately, no one got hurt. So we made it a point to go out only after waiting for some time.
Our only contact with the world was the trusted ANPRC radio set. However, because of reduced ranges due to terrain screening, secrecy devices were not used. The radio operators created their own codes for daily chatter. South Indian troops were sought after as they were not understood by the enemy. There was, of course BBC and All India Radio to entertain us. Once in a while the helicopter would bring us mail which was sought after by the soldiers waiting for some news from their families. There was no leave during the six month tenure on the post, simply because of the time and effort required to reach the forward line. So everyone would be waiting eagerly for their time to come to an end.
I don't want to give away the secrets of artillery fire control at these heights. For those who understand, distance from gun to target, 15,000 m; OP to target 1200-1600 m; and target height 6100 m ASL. Gunners around the world will understand the difficulty of hitting such a target, thanks to effect of slope and meteorology in mountains! I was a newly promoted Captain and had not yet done my fire control course. But later, I realized some 'moves' that I improvised were part of standard procedure.
At this height, normal blood pressure of human being is 160 / 110 and our nursing assistant would check it every week. Walking even 5 metres was tiring and we would be breathless, especially when it was windy. Things were worse on a bad weather day - clouds, snow fall and extreme winds brought down temperatures to -50C. Just getting out of the bunker would be a difficult task. The good part: there was generally no shelling on such days, and there were no 'link patrols' on this post. It simply wasn't linked to any other place on Earth!
Superstition was widespread among troops on the post. A day after we repaired our OP bunker, it was sprayed with medium machine gun fire and there were prominent pock marks all over the sand bags(these were white to merge with the snow). Obviously, the enemy was keeping an eye on us. A couple of infantry soldiers who were on duty at that time said that it was because we were eating meat. They tried to dissuade us from eating meat in future. To keep 'OP Baba' happy, no doubt! Firing and artillery duels were relatively less frequent in winter due to the cold. In spite of that, it was always 'hot' on Amar, and that's why it was notorious, especially because of the large number of artillery OP officers who'd bought it while on Amar.
I wrote to my CO, back in my own unit a couple of times. He promptly sent copies of my letters to the brigade and divisional commanders. Sure enough, I got letters from them within a month. The brigade commander's letter was nothing interesting, but the General's letter was a morale booster and really well thought out. That's when I really understood how a small interaction with leadership can motivate juniors.
Some 40 days down the line, we got a message that our relief team had started from base camp. Amar OP had normal tenures of 45 days only, due to extremes of height, cold, and hostility. They would, of course take almost two weeks and some days to reach us. We started looking forward to being 'relieved'. We kept track of their progress on a daily basis and talked to the transit posts en-route to make sure they were moving up. They reached the Bila helipad after ten odd days. Now I was fairly certain that the officer would be up in three to four days. But it was not to be - we got news that he had been flown out to Srinagar! It turned out that this officer had been aide de camp to a General, who'd recently taken over command of the Corps in Srinagar. And he wanted to meet his old ADC. So out he flew, although he was back in a couple of days. It seems they didn't want to waste his acclimatisation cycle....
It was a happy day when our relievers, led by an officer who was senior to me, landed. Three days later, we were back in the Bila helipad. That's where we got our next piece of 'good' news. I was to be airlifted to Aman OP(19000+ feet) in the Southern Glacier area. The OP officer there had to be evacuated as he had frostbite, and the post was required to be manned by an officer immediately. This meant that I would be airlifted from here to base camp, then to Thoise, and then yet again to the helipad nearest to Aman post from where I would walk up. My team was also promised a lift, but that's not the way Indian Army works! We were yet to see the reality...
I was dropped at Base Camp the next day at around 12:30 PM. I threw the 2 odd sets of undergarments that I'd worn over the past two months, got a haircut, shave and bath. It was great feeling like a shorn chicken after a long time. A quick lunch, and the discovery that the roll of film that I'd sent over earlier from the post for developing was lost! That sorted out all photos that I'd clicked on Amar! To make matters worse, my camera was acting weird, switching on every once in a while- I guess Siachen has its effects on electronics as well! I was on the MI-17 headed for Thoise at 4 PM. The pilot was my Air Force course mate from NDA, who suggested that I stay on the air base itself for the night, as I had to catch a Cheetah sortie next morning to Southern Glacier.
Saturday, 2 May 2015
Siachen Story Part 1 - Induction
I've been thinking about writing this for a long time, because many things are forgotten as time passes, and then again, they come back suddenly. So I didn't want to forget most of it...
I was at Siachen Glacier as part of a volunteer Artillery Observation Post(OP) team towards the end of 1996 for about 6 months, the normal tour of duty for OP teams. This was before the ceasefire of 2003, a time when Siachen was active duty, and counted as a battlefield by Army Headquarters(I think it still is, even though active hostilities have ceased).
We had to go to Chandigarh, from where we would be airlifted by AN 32s (transport aircraft of Russian origin) to Thoise, and then go by road to Base Camp. Well, on the day that we were to board the aircraft, four of them were lined up, and I was manifested on the first one, being an officer. My men were on other flights. Luckily for me, I insisted on taking my luggage with me and not leave it with them. Well, my aircraft landed at Thoise and the weather 'packed up'! That was the last and only flight to land in the next six days! So while I acclimatised myself with high altitude for the next week, my team waited it out in Chandigarh. By the time they arrived 6 days later, my acclimatisation was over and I was supposed to move on to base camp. Well, my CO had told me,"whatever happens, don't leave anyone behind and always move together." So I waited for another six days while my men acclimatised. At an altitude of about 10-11,000 feet, the human body need that much time to get used to lack of oxygen. But we were only halfway to our post! During this period, I also went to Leh and met the brigade commander. This was a routine interview for all inductee officers. En route I crossed the Khardungla pass at 19,000 feet twice, both times skidding across on a truck without snow chains on its wheels in snowed up conditions! I also helped change a tyre at 15,000 feet in snow fall. Took the best part of two hours for three of us!
The glacier itself begins at the Base camp and extends 76(?) km North West. Then there are a number of smaller glaciers connected to it, with the Northern ones being held by the Indian Army. In September, daytime temperatures at Base Camp were about 10 deg C, which would drop drastically below zero at night. The first sight of Siachen Glacier was overwhelming. When driving up from Thoise, you can see a blackish feature in the far distance, which looks like a flat rock covering the width of the valley. As you get closer, you realize the size of it and understand that the glacier is actually a moraine, which is melting continuously at a very slow rate.The black colour is because of the rocks and soil in the moraine.
Base camp was all about training for the induction. We spent three weeks training on the ice walls of the glacier. The officers were separated and made to lead small groups of men who were also inducting. So no question of short cuts or shamming. The two point and three point climb using cramp ons on our boots was a daily routine and was killing on the ankle. We all had swollen ankles within a week, because all our weight would be on the ankles while climbing the ice wall. The afternoons and evenings were spent socialising with batch mates and other youngsters, who were all there for a tour of duty of six months. Very often, shelling would start, mostly our batteries deployed in the camp, and usually, it would go on for a couple of hours. Sometimes, when we were free, we would go to the nearest command post of a 155 mm battery just to cheer the Gun Position Officer on! Sometimes we saw helicopters coming in with casualties from the Glacier, but mostly it was routine sorties.
We had a couple of route marches on the Glacier during our training to get us used to moving while roped up. This was the time that we heard stories from instructors about people falling into crevasses and not being recovered, or getting frozen to death, or dying of a heart attack because of not following rules of the mountains. I remember that we never worried about any of it, just cracked jokes about it. One being that, if one of us should fall down a crevasse, the others should send a 'Kero Heater'(a small heater that runs on kerosene) down to keep the guy warm!
Well, our training got over, and it was time for us to be allotted our post. Usually, the post would be allotted to the team before they inducted, but sometimes, because of emergency evacuations or casualties, the schedule couldn't be followed. We soon came to know our induction schedule. We were to occupy one of the most notorious and difficult posts at 20,500 feet above sea level, Amar OP. It was 12 days walk from base camp followed by a helicopter ride, manned by a handful of infantry and an artillery observation team. Approachable only by helicopter from the Indian side, with no chance of evacuation for any reason in bad weather or while under fire . But this was exactly what I'd asked for, so I had no complaints!
Unfortunately, we had our first and only drop out during the medical check up. Havildar Panna Lal, BPET (Battle Physical Efficiency Test) leader of the regiment was found to have heart murmur! He tried to make the doctors understand that he led the regiment during BPET, but it was no go. Anyway, we decided to leave him at the Base Camp as our logistic coordinator. All of us went to the OP 'Baba' temple to seek his 'blessings', because that was the tradition. My team went inside to get some moral support from the 'Baba', but I chose to hang around outside, since I had no inclination to believe in such superstition. I've observed that whenever the going gets tough, men would seek solace in all kinds of religious and superstitious beliefs and most officers would go along with it. I saw more of this phenomenon during my tenure at the posts as well.
Training completed, medical check ups done, gods appeased, and we were ready to induct!
A couple of links about the Siachen Glacier for those interested:
http://bullkumar.com/media/articles/cold-mountain
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Operation_Meghdoot
More about life on top of the world later!


















